The Gospel or the devil's pill?

when my mother died
Part of me died  with her.
My whole world collapsed.
I had a nervous breakdown and began taking tranquilisers..
The devil's pill
That was 46 years ago.
Now I have refused the devil's pill.
My mind has cleared,almost as if a veil of smog
had been lifted from it
The devil has specially designed the tranquilisers and sleeping pills
To blot out man's thinking mind.
Then through the confusion and fog
he can gradually come to control the way you think
In certain aspects.
That is to think like an anti christ
which is his son,that is who the anti christ is
He plotted this ever since he rebelled,in Genesis chapter 1 verse 2.
Then it was that the Almighty God had to Re- create
the world that he had first created in Gensis chapter 1 verse 1.
Causing a devastating "Genesis Gap"
God had to first destroy the world "that then was "
And then Re-create it.
God did this specifaclly so that He could
Create mankind.
Mankind would then become God's tool in destroying the works of the devil
All this time God knew that He would send
His only "Begotten" Son,Jesus Christ,the Messiah to earth
Why was Jesus sent in the form of a Man?
For this very purpose in 1John3 verse 5 "ye know that He was made manifest to
take away our sins" and the works of the devil
1Timothy 3 verse 16 says "God was made manifest in the flesh "
God specifical;y designed Jesus for the purpose of defeating satan.
Mankind was also specifically designed for the same purpose...